Well the house has been listed for four days and the professional photographer supposedly took pictures yesterday and is going to put together a virtual tour. I am excited to see the tour, but dreading showings and all the unknowns. I have no idea how I am going to keep the house up for the duration of our listing. I could flip out thinking about "this could, that could" of the future. So I will stay in the present. Daily tasks that need to occur, like three meals a day, and clean up of those meals. The laundry, the gardens, play time for the kids, nap time for the kids, work, and preparing pre-school materials for the year.
Then there is dreaming of the home I would love to have if this all works out and how we could make that happen. Something that we can afford that meets our needs. Jeez that is the part that is killing me. Having this conversation with my husband. Ugh, he always thinks I am so difficult. Here I am wanting to design our own floor plan. I must convince him to meet with a builder and consider property rather than just looking for existing. I don't think existing will work with the salon anyway. Then completely surrendering to God's plan, knowing that his timing is perfect and no amount of worry from me will change his plan. It is so difficult to just wait. Always difficult to be still.
About Me
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- I see myself as a novice gardener, though I may be further along than that. I often ponder life and feel closer to God when gardening. I always longed for God, but it wasn't until I was 30 that I asked him to lead my life. I'm a wife, mother, daughter and sister. I volunteer, sometimes reluctantly, I do what I can to preserve the earth and remember God first in all things. I question societal norms and societal group conscious. Gardening is work, like life, and I see life lessons in garden work.
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