Unplanning

I planted some shrubs in a spot that I didn't ever imagine them. I had thought of it briefly two years ago and mentioned it last year and then just like that I decided they needed to be planted there. I also have a shrub that is struggling but with planting the new shrubs I have the focus to give some extra care to the brown wilted one. I am so excited for the future of this garden and this particular section of our landscape. There is so much work left to be done, but it will have to wait until Spring.
So..... I feel like this is somehow connected to the verses that have been presented to me at present. Somehow, unexpectedly I have been brought a new sense of peace about our future. Enough that I am considering not charting my temp anymore in an attempt to get pregnant. I feel like I could free fall into God's arms. I feel strong and confident in Him who is in me, and I think rather than wondering how long it will last I will just enjoy the serenity of the day.